Life can show no mercy, it can tear your soul apart. It can make you feel like you've gone crazy, but you're not.
the idea that sex and embracing your sexuality destroys innocence is as idiotic as it is dated, im thinking about having like four dicks inside of me but im still listening to thumbelina songs and rolling around like a puppy in my big blanket, the idea that innocence can only exist in tandem with fear and ignorance of human sexuality is antediluvian
Tumblr friends. You all saved my life. Unfortunately I need help one last time to keep it that way.
You raised $3,000 for my major brain surgery in October. Well, the bill is $9,600- Medicaid covered the hospital, NOT the doctor(!!). due to financial hardship, it’s reduced to $4,500.
The problem: the doctor HAS TO adjust and monitor my new neuro implant every other week, and I WILL DIE WITHOUT THE ADJUSTMENTS. But he is NOT ALLOWED to see me more than once more unless this is paid.
The reduction has conditions: I must pay $1,000 by Dec 16, the $3,500 balance by Dec 23.
This is a terrible blow to me, I can’t stop crying in sheer frustration.
So, sadly, I must ask for help one least time (I can get on Free Care in April). You’ve all already been so generous. The SPNFamily, and Tumblr at large has been amazing. And if there were any way to avoid asking, I would.
PLEASE DONATE IF YOU CAN! I’ve set up a PayPal with the email firstname.lastname@example.org to accept funds (if you “send to a friend” there’s no fee). The hospital can only accept payment from me.
I know the Holidays are already an expensive time. Maybe give someone the gift of saving a life in their name? And I know I recently got so much help from you all. If I had any way to avoid this I would. And of course I’m happy to repay with fics, songs, editing, or anything I can.
As it is I’m also homeless and sometimes staying with my violent abusive parents, other times staying with friends. Every cent I get is going to other medical expenses and necessities.
PLEASE SHARE THIS as far and wide as you can! Whether or not you can give, others may be able to.
Thank you all so so much. Below are some photos just to show what I mean. They called me with the settlement, but the original bill is there, as well as a few of my scars.
Thank you again! PLEASE DONATE AND SHARE IF YOU CAN, and ask me any questions.
|Zeus:||im gonna put my dick in it|
|Everyone:||dont put ur dick in it|
Steven Moffat Doesn’t Understand Grief, and It’s Killing Doctor Who
There’s a popular joke I’ve seen floating around on Tumblr for a while now. It goes like this:
“Joss Whedon, Steven Moffat and George R.R. Martin walk into a bar and everyone you’ve ever loved dies.”
Well worth the read.
This is the biggest issue I’ve had with Moffat era from the very beginning. I don’t care about Moffat’s Doctor, or his characters, the way I cared about RTD’s, and this article really pins why.
I had so many things I theoretically wanted to do today, but my inertia is soooo bad this week. I know being inactive leads to an increased desire to be inactive, but how do you break out of this silly mobius strip?
For me, I literally have to like…. almost use a different part of myself, put ‘me’ on the back burner and just… get up and start to do things. And not think so much. Small steps, but not slowly. Make the decision to move and act on it right away, otherwise you might change your mind. I literally have to just get off my bed, go downstairs, and keep pushing myself to keep acting, maintain the activity. Sometimes it’s almost like I’m observing myself, as opposed to actually doing things. It’s weird. I hope that was someone helpful, in some way.
Primetime - Janelle Monae ft. Miguel
"Bang bang I’m calling your name,"